10:30am:

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1:15pm:

I am a hybrid of: Uptown Girl Party Girl Click on the pictures below to read more: Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

12:30am:
Which O.C. Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

1:07pm:

1:41pm:
Parasuco


* What's Your Brand Name Style? *
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11:05pm:
You're Hey Baby!


What No Doubt Video Are You?
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12:19am: I just slept from 4:30 this afternoon until about 20 minutes ago.....I have a feeling I'm gonna be up all night now. :(

5:57pm:

5:06pm:
What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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12:04pm: 7 years ago today a friend of mine killed themselves, with no reason.....no history of depression,mental illness, nothing.

Suicide rates raise during the holiday time.

6:21pm: Todays Horoscope


You have a lot, but you're still a long way from having it all. If everything happened at once, you probably wouldn't be able to handle it that well, and you certainly wouldn't have fun with it. For now, you have to do the legwork of convincing people to trust you. Give them the best version of you. Everyone understands that you're demonstrating, not fabricating. Mastery of the subject itself is worth the thousand buzzwords that you could use to describe it. Walk the way you talk. You'll go much farther when your self-image is built on solid ground.

7:58pm: When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Why
Can't I just leave it all behind
I
Felt passion so bright that I was blind
Then
Something made me weak
Talking in my sleep
Baby, I'm in so deep and you know I believed

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

Your lips
Your face
Something that time just can't erase
Find my heart
Could break
All over again

When you told me you loved me
Did you know it would take me the rest of my life
to get over the feeling of knowing
A dream didn't turn out right
When you let me believe that you weren't complete
Without me by your side
how could I know
That you would go
That you would run
Baby, I thought you were the one

9:14pm:


CRABS????? LOL well yeah thats cool......?!?!?

4:37pm: What You Are To Me

Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?

Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.

Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends.


I just got this in a email, and it describes how I feel about someone, I couldn't of said it better myself.

4:37am:
What Toy From The 80s Are You
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awwww I still have all my Cabbage Patch Kids!!!!!

7:32pm: For a while now things have been bothering me, I don't know where to even start......most of it has to do with Mike, we haven't been together for a little bit now, but it is still hard for me to actually say Mike is my ex-boyfriend, I think I'm weird, I see all these other people, they break up, and just move on, and I wonder why am I having such a hard time?

I know I still love him, and I will always love him, I seriously don't think I will ever love anyone the one I loved him, and that scares me, I am young still, how am I going to go through life like that?

The hard part of this all is that I had the best of everything, I had someone who cared more about me than themselves, someone that would do anything for me, someone who saw the person inside of me, and had faith in everything I did. And now I don't. Those are the things I really miss.

I always thought me and Mike were going to be together forever, we made it through five years, and in those five years, I learned so much, but I think in this last year I have learned more than I learned in my whole life, the pain that I have felt I wouldn't want anyone to feel it. It is the worst feeling, I just felt like my entire world came crashing down on me, everything thing I ever knew was gone, and its been really hard.

11:46pm: daily single's love horoscope for sagittarius
October 16, 2002
Remember those wonderful days in your life when all was fair in love and war. Imagine a time when you'll have that kind of permission and access again. If you look around, you can find someone to help you with these fantasies.

Hopefully this is true.....maybe all the bad things are behind me now. Tonight I was talking to someone I haven't really talked to in a while, and it was weird alot of the things we were talkig about, seemed true.....actually they were true, I guess what suprised me the most was it was coming from the last person I ever thought would be giving me advice on a relationship, but yeah I'm glad that I did though, today was kind of a bad day, somedays I'm fine and other days I think about so much stuff, and the realtionship I use to have and i get so depressed, but now I feel so much better......

5:56pm: "I really have to go to church tommorow"
OK this entry is gonna be for the last few days, I never update and I need to start doing it everyday!!!!!

Ok so Saturday, went to what the guys call "church" and yea it is so far from church that its not even funny, it was fun there was about 15 of us, a bunch of guys,and me, Ang,Crystal.....Ang wants to go this weekend so I guess we'll see what happens.

Sunday: I think I was so tired still, didn't do anything.
Monday: worked 9-5,tanning, and thats about it, nothing exciting.
Tuesday: pretty much the same thing.

Now today we got out of work at 3, me and Angela went tanning, now I'm gonna get in the shower, and hopefully do something tonight.

6:36pm:
which eye are you?
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What Sort of Romantic Are You?
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You're a Tragic Romantic. Don't worry; Be happy. Like it's really that easy, right? Grieving takes time, no matter what you're getting over. Don't dwell so much on what has happened and go into the future without expectations. Healing will come.


How Emotional Are You?
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Emotional Wreck. You are extremely emotional. You feel contentment moreso than happiness and your emotional lows are to the extreme. You need to cheer up and start enjoying your life. Where there is rain there is a rainbow and you need to see it more than others. Do something that makes you happy.

6:11pm: It' been so long since I've wrote in here, not much has been going on.

I've been thinking about what I want to go back to school for, and I was thinking interior design, I love doing stuff like that, and maybe it would be something that would actually make me want to go to school, 'cause eveything else I've done so far in college, hasn't held my interest very long. So I think I'm gonna check that out and see what kinda classes I need.

My life lately has been kinda boring, you can tell summer is over, things start to die down, people stay home more, and its just boring. I think I need to move somewhere where its nice all year around, I can't stand cold weather.

Went shopping again yesterday, got a sweater and jeans from pacific sunwear, a sweater from old navy, and a
shirt from rave. The day before I went shopping and got 2 shirts, and another hanging belt thing. So that was good, I think I'm becoming addicted to shopping, I use to only go once in a while, now its like every week thing. Oh well!!!!!

7:28pm: I need a new layout, if anyone wants to help me PLEASEEEEE, leave it here!!!!! Thank So Much

7:04pm: I am I
Do not change me
Condemn me
Or put me down
Accept me for what I am
No.....you need not agree with me
But accept me
I have my faults
I have my guilts
But that is who I am
Perfect I will never be, as you will neither
Allow me to be unihibited
Accept me for who I am
For I have accepted you
Do not put me down, or make me feel unhappy about myself
I am I
and I like what I am.

9:12pm:

8:18pm: My horoscope for tommorow, sounds pretty good.........

You may connect with many people, so be open to possibilities. People will be impressed by you. Make an attempt to meet and chat with strangers. Sagittarians who have had a crush for a while may be in luck -- the person who didn't seem to know or care if you were alive is now paying you some very flattering attention. This person seems mesmerized by your charm, so keep chattering away. It's working. This is a good time to be surfing the Net and exchanging ideas with others

Well went shopping today after work, got a pair of jeans, 2 pairs of boots, a light brown pair, and a pair of dark brown ones, and some new makeup, stuff like that.

Now I'm getting ready to go watch "A Walk To Remember" hope I don't cry, 'cause everyone says they cried when they watched it :(

8:09pm: YOU ARE CLOSE to finding "the one!" We have carefully calculated your responses according to our scientific formula and harmonized the results to the Venutian lunar calendar. But don't get your hopes up to hear those wedding bells soon, because your bridesmaid days aren't over just yet.

YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, September 17, 2005
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